Wednesday, 28 September 2011

  • Scarlett

    This is a story based on the prompt by @LKJSlain

     

    The city bustled around Scarlett as she trudged down the road to her grandmother’s house.  She usually enjoyed the walk home from school, but today, her backpack was heavy and it was getting cold.  She was wearing her summer school uniform, a light dress and stockings rather than tights, but there was a wintery chill in the air.  The approach of autumn made her happy, but she wished she’d worn her winter uniform.  At least she had her school jacket, which she pulled tighter against her. 

    The leaves on the trees were turning colors.  She enjoyed it while she could.  She was still in the nice part of the city, the part where there were still trees planted every so often along the sidewalk.  She enjoyed it while she could.  She certainly didn’t live in the nice part of the city.  Her section of the city couldn’t afford to plant trees.  

    Scarlett caught site of her reflection in a window.  She liked the way she looked in her school uniform.  It was a white dress with a red “R” emblazoned on the front with a red hooded jacket and her shiny black school shoes.  R for Richmond Academy.

    Scarlett was lucky enough to score an academic scholarship at the normally private Richmond Academy, or else she’d attend Whiteside Middle School.  Scarlett was smart for her age of eleven, but she was also small and somewhat timid.  Added to her desire to please her teachers, a girl like Scarlett would barely survive a place like Whiteside.  

    The streets around Scarlett changed around her as she walked.  First to go were the trees.  Gradually, the streets became dirtier and litter more rampant.  The shops here were much less kept, and the cars parked in front of them weren’t so nice.  Even the sky seemed to darken, though that was probably Scarlett’s imagination.  The smell of garbage, human waste, and sweat grew stronger.  The buildings seemed to press in around her, derelict and depressing.  A stray cat, probably feral, crossed in front of her.  Shades of grey were the only colors here: pewter buildings broken by grimy windows and doors with peeling paint.  

    As always, grandma’s house stood out from the rest.  It was the only one that was kept up in the long row of attached houses.  It was painted white with a bright green door.  There were rosebushes in the front garden and colorful flowers in the window boxes.  Smoke churned from the chimney.  

    Scarlett went up the walk and opened the front door.  The comforting site of her grandma’s living room welcomed her.  It was a different world in here.  She could hear a siren off in the distance, but if not for that, she could be in a little house in the country somewhere.  Grandma’s house was so cozy, and not just because of the cheery fire burning in the fireplace.  

    The house was simply decorated.  There was a painting of a forest with tall, dark green trees on one wall and some family portraits on the mantle above the fireplace.  Scarlett set her backpack down on one of the worn, brown couches.  Since grandma didn’t come to meet her at the door, she was probably taking a nap.  Scarlett decided not to bother her.  

    The sound of the refrigerator bombilating in the kitchen tempted her too much.  She poured herself a glass of milk.  As she turned to go back into the living room, a glint of silver caught her eye.  Frowning, she picked it up.  It was one of grandma’s earrings, the hoop ones with the delicate little spirals.  Grandma always wore those earrings.  She’d be pleased Scarlett found it.  

    Scarlett smiled to herself.  She’d let grandma sleep a little bit longer, then show her the earring.  She started on her math homework to take up some time.  After she’d done several problems, she decided she couldn’t wait anymore.  Besides, she wanted some cookies and if she was lucky, she’d be able to help grandma bake them.  

    “Grandma?” Scarlett called softly, tapping on the bedroom door.  No answer.  She cracked the door open.  Grandma was in bed, turned facing away from the door.  Scarlett tip-toed inside.  Sometimes, grandma was a little hard of hearing.  

    “Grandma,” Scarlett said louder.  She reached out and shook her shoulder.  Grandma didn’t move.  

    Scarlett shook her a bit harder, turning her on her back.  Her face turned towards Scarlett.  Scarlett screamed.  Blood... There was blood on her grandma’s face.

    “Grandma!” Scarlett screamed, shaking her harder.  No answer, no movement.  Sobbing, Scarlett reached for the phone on grandma’s nightstand.  She’d call 911, then she’d call her dad at work.  There was a sound behind her.  The bedroom door slammed.  

    Scarlett whirled.  She screamed again.  There was a man in the room.  He’d been standing behind the door the whole time.  She’d seen him before, hanging around her school.  He’d scared her then, with his dark eyes and smirk.  Now, Scarlett was beyond terror.

    He crossed the room in two steps on his long legs.  The last thing Scarlett saw was the man’s cold smirk and his sharp, white teeth.  The last thing she heard was the sick sound of the man’s chortle.  She wondered if anyone could hear her screaming as the man’s fist drew back and slammed into her head.  The world went black.  

     

    Sawyer sauntered down the street, his hands in his pockets.  He was cold in his t-shirt, but he was too stubborn to go back home for his jacket.  His wavy blond hair fell in his eyes.  He didn’t have anything in particular to do, but wandering the streets sure beat doing homework and listening to his parents fight.  It wasn’t exactly safe to walk these streets, but he was fourteen years old and nothing could touch him.  

    He thought briefly about going to one of his friend’s houses, but he decided not to.  He found his feet carrying him towards the park.  He could sit on the swings and watch the teenagers sell each other drugs.  

    Suddenly, Sawyer heard a scream coming from one of the houses.  That wasn’t unusual for this neighborhood.  Lately, there’d been a string of racist crimes, just to add on to the neighborhood’s usual problems of gang violence, drugs, and domestic abuse.  Something felt wrong about this scream, though.  Even worse than usual.  It was a child, he was sure.  

    He frowned.  It sounded as if the screaming was coming from the white and green house.  That was Scarlett’s grandmother’s house!  Sawyer knew the little girl well.  She and her parents lived two houses down from him, and he knew that Scarlett went to her grandmother’s every day after school.  In all his years of playing with her, he’d never known her to scream like that.  Something was wrong.  

    Pocketknife in hand, he ran across the road and slipped into the house.  The screams had stopped suddenly, but somehow, that thought didn’t comfort Sawyer.  He crept through the house, his heavy brown boots somehow managing to make little noise on the carpet.  He could hear the noise of something being dragged in the back room.  He paused outside the door, leaning against the wall, gathering his courage.  

    He slid into the wall.  Disgust filled his stomach.  There was a tall, thin man in the room.  He was pulling the limp body of Scarlett’s grandmother out of the bed.  Scarlett lay facedown on the floor, her long, dark spilling out around her.  She looked so small.  Anger raged through him.  He gripped the pocketknife hard in his fist.  

    There was a crashing noise as the body of Scarlett’s grandmother hit the carpet.  The man turned then to Scarlett, kneeling beside her and rolling her onto her back and brushing the dark hair from her face.  Sawyer saw blood trickling out of a gash on her head.  The man wiped the blood onto his fingers, then licked it off.  Sawyer’s lips pulled back from his teeth.  Never had he felt such revulsion and rage.  

    He crossed the room quickly and quietly.  He held the knife to the man’s throat.

    “Get the hell away from her,” Sawyer growled.  Then he sprang, latching onto the man’s back and pressing the knife harder against the throat.  The man stood, but Sawyer held on.  He threw an elbow backwards, trying to dislodge Sawyer, but to no avail.  

    Sawyer drew the knife, cutting into the man’s flesh.  The man gasped and fell to his knees.  Sawyer climbed off his back and shoved the man backwards.  He held the knife against his jugular.  

    “I’m not going to kill you,” gasped Sawyer, “Even though it’s what you deserve.”  

    He reached for the lamp on the nightstand and brought it down on the man’s head.  The man went limp.  

    Sawyer turned to Scarlett.  

    “Scarlett,” he said gently, “Wake up, Scarlett.”  

    She was still breathing, only knocked out from a blow to the head.  He wasn’t sure about her grandmother, though.  He leaned in close to the old lady’s face to feel a faint breath on his cheek.  He put a finger to her neck.  Her pulse was steady, though weaker than it should be.  Sawyer saw the phone on the floor.  Little Scarlett must have tried to call for help.  

    He picked it up, dialed 911, and gave them the details.  He crouched beside Scarlett, touching the dry tears on her cheek.  The girl moaned a bit, and he thought he saw her eyelids flicker.  

    “Scarlett?” he called to her gently.  He put his arms beneath her back and lifted her to a sitting position and held her there. 

    “Scarlett!” he repeated.  She groaned again, this time stirring a bit.  Finally her eyes flickered open.  She looked around, dazed. 

    “Sawyer?” she mumbled.  

    “It’s all right, Scarlett,” Sawyer said, holding her to him, “Everything will be all right.” 

    “Grandma!” 

    “She’ll be all right,” said Sawyer, “She’s breathing, and the police are on their way.” 

    “What happened?” she mumbled, but then she remembered. “Never mind.  I know what happened.” 

    Tears leaked out of her eyes, and she started to shake.  

    “Why?” she whispered, “Why would someone....” 

    “Shh,” said Sawyer, “It’ll be all right.”  

     

    The police arrived and questioned Sawyer about everything that had happened.  Scarlett was completely awake by this time and told her part of the story before the ambulance took her and her grandma to the hospital.  Both of then were released the next day with no serious complications.  

    The man who had attacked them, Bob Gordon, was already a suspect in the disappearance of another child.  Nothing had been proven.  However, because of Scarlett, he was found guilty and sentenced to life in prison.  

    Sawyer was regarded as a local hero, at least for a while.  The story was in the paper and on the local news.  It eventually made its way to the national news, but Sawyer was glad when it all settled down again.  All the extra attention made him nervous.  

    As for Scarlett, she recovered.  She went back to school, fell back into routine.  But still, always lurking in the back of her mind, was that man.  Sometimes, when she closed her eyes at night, she could see his cold eyes.  Now she knew.  She knew that people like him were out there, and you could never be sure that you were safe.  Anywhere you turned, someone evil could be there, waiting for you.  Scarlett was never quite the same, carefree girl again.

    Still, life went on, and life goes on.  It’s a hard lesson that everyone has to learn, that evil is out there, ready to rob the innocent. 

Sunday, 04 September 2011

  • I'm so mean. :(

    Sometimes... I'm just a mean person.  I know the word "mean" sounds juvenile, but I don't know how else to describe it. I don't do it on purpose.  I get myself upset over something small and insignificant and then lash out about it in passive-aggressive, snarky comments.  I do take things too personally (it's my anxiety disorder, I think, because it wasn't so bad back when I was on medication.) It's not like I yell at someone or anything.  Just little things, little arguments I get into, little comments better left unsaid.  

    I regret it later.  I'm sorry for it later, but the comments that I make are so small that I don't even know how to apologise for them.  So I don't.  But I feel really bad about myself for a while.  

    (I'm sorry, friends.) 

Thursday, 01 September 2011

  • Glow @theinkwell

    This is my submission for this week's writing prompt at @TheInkWell

     

    An average onlooker - had there been an onlooker in Ally’s bedroom - would think that Ally was sleeping soundly.  Looks were deceiving.  If that onlooker knew Ally’s sleeping habits (unlikely, unless that onlooker was Ally’s husband Sebastian), they would know that she rarely slept on her back, and never so rigidly.  Her hands clasped at her throat were also unnatural.  

     

    Ally wasn’t sleeping.  She had slept off and on earlier in the night (more like napping, Ally reasoned), but once the clock struck one in the morning, there was no more sleeping.  Sebastian had told her that he’d be back before one.  Since marrying the mage Sebastian several months before, Ally’s life had changed forever.  Sebastian had told her everything before the wedding, of course.  It was hard to hide the fact that he’s part of a magical realm that exists right before their very eyes if they only knew where to look.  And now, Ally knew where to look.  She knew what was out there.  She knew the good, and she knew the bad.  

     

    Which was why she worried about him so much, especially on the nights he had patrol.  They were at war, after all, even if it was a war the general public knew nothing about.  She knew about it now.  She’d never forget about it, especially when Sebastian was gone.  When he was with her, it was much easier to bear.  When she could see him and touch him and know that no one was harming him.  It was easy then.  The long nights without him... those were a different story.  

     

    “No,” she moaned to her own mind, “Stop it.”  Her brain was showing her pictures, pictures of what could be.  Sebastian lying on the side of the road in a pool of his own blood.  Sebastian locked up somewhere, his blood being drained for some kind of corrupt blood magic.  (The blood of a mage is so much stronger..., her mind whispers.) 

     

    It was now approached one-thirty.  He had said one... Of course, he was often later than his approximations.  It was “all part of the job” as Sebastian would say with a shrug and a smile.  He never seemed to take his own plight seriously, or else he just played it off for Ally’s sake.  

     

    There was a noise from the hall outside the apartment.  It was so quiet that most wouldn’t be able to hear it, but Ally had been straining her ears to hear for so long that the slightest footstep was loud enough.  She prayed it wasn’t the neighbours, who sometimes went on inexplicable midnight (or one-thirty a.m.) strolls.  Her heart leapt at the sound of the key in the lock.  

     

    Her arms were around Sebastian before he even got in the door.  He half-laughed and held her close for a few seconds before gently prying her off.  

     

    “Hello to you to,” he said softly, kissing her forehead.  She took his hand and trailed after him as he went into their bedroom and began unloading his weaponry.  

     

    “You’re late,” she whispered.  

     

    “I know,” he said, “There was a small uprising at a bar.  Just some werewolf clan issues, though.  Nothing major, but I was needed to keep the peace.  I’m sorry.”  

     

    “I just... worry so much when you’re gone,” said Ally, unable to keep a tear from trailing down her cheek.  

     

    Sebastian sat down on the edge of the bed to remove his boots.  

     

    “Ally, I’m okay.  I’m always okay.  What I do... It’s dangerous, yes, to some degree.  But hardly anyone is killed anymore!” 

     

    “That doesn’t help.”  

     

    Sebastian sighed.  Then he looked at her, an idea forming behind his eyes.  She knew that look.  

     

    “What?” she asked.  

     

    But Sebastian said nothing.  He stood up and rubbed his hands together.  

     

    “What is it, Sebastian?” she said again.  

     

    Then she saw the tiny spark between his hands.  It glowed a fiery orange, like a minuscule  sun.  He continued to work it in his hands, like a child would work a ball of putty.  It grew larger and larger until it was about the size of a basketball, a beautiful, glowing orb of light.  

     

    “What is that?” she asked, seeing the flames flicker in his eyes.  

     

    Sebastian carried it to the small table on the other side of the room.  He set it down there.  It rolled a bit before coming to a stop.

     

    “As long as this light is on, you know I’m okay,” Sebastian said, “You’ll never have to worry again.”  

     

    Ally crossed the room and stared at it.  It really was her own tiny sun, glowing warmly in the corner for her.  She smiled.  

     

    “Thank you,” she said simply.  

     

    Sebastian kissed her again, this time lightly on the lips.  

     

    “Don’t worry anymore,” he told her firmly.  

     

    Ally nodded and slid into bed beside him.  She fell asleep almost immediately, with Sebastian on her right and the little sun glowing on her left. 

Sunday, 28 August 2011

  • So Unwell

    I don't know what's wrong with me, but I am just not well.  I've had a headache for almost two weeks now, and it's gotten worse lately.  I feel immensely tired, even though I'm getting plenty of sleep at night.  But nothing else is wrong with me.  No congestion, cough, sore throat, nothing.  Just tired and with the worst headache I've ever had.  I don't normally take painkillers but I've been taking stuff for it, and that doesn't even help.  All I want to do is sleep, and I have no idea what to do to get better because I don't know what's wrong with me.  Going to the doctor is out, because I live in the UK where they have nationalised healthcare, and you have to wait two weeks just to get an appointment to see a doctor.  I'll probably be over it by that time.  

Thursday, 25 August 2011

  • Oh, college.

    I remember when, three years ago, I was looking at applying for college.  Then, I made the best decision of my life and went to missionary school instead.  Except, now it's time to start applying for college again.  I've been looking for scholarships for hours today.  I found two that I might be able to apply for.  Two.  

    I don't know where I want to go to school, or what I'm going to study there.  I have ideas, sure, but not many.  I feel like a high school senior again.  Yuck.  I just... don't know.